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I feel teribble

Sometimes it’s unbearable

I feel like crying

So much has happened

It’s building up around me

It’s gonna fall down

I am trapped inside

The walls I built for myself

Closing on myself

I don’t fucking know

Everything’s complicated

To be understood

My stupid haikus

Are not yours to ponder on

What the fuck is this

I’m sorry for cursing

I am filled with emotions

I will never understand

I’m so confused

So naive, alone, empty

I’m disappointed

With what i’ve done and myself

I have so much to learn

So much to think about

But do i ever have time for myself

I honestly don’t know

I’m not sure who to trust anymore

They all are the same to me

Liars and fakers

But i still hope someone proves me wrong

One day i will find peace of mind

That’s that the only thing i’m sure of

But until then i am doomed

But then again, nothing is ever certain

Death is lurking in every corner

I may find it sooner

It’s a sad truth

No one near me will find this

As it will be kept hidden from them

When someone finds this, congratulations

You’ve read my miserable posts

You’ve read a part of my life

Sometimes i think about dying

Sometimes i want to sleep and never wake up

Sometimes i want to forget everything

Sometimes i want to stay in the middle of the road

Sometimes i just want to sink into the earth

Sometimes i want to…die